Today Is Just Another Day

Today is a day like any other. I woke up, went to work, and now will be going to the gym. Like the song says I breathe in and breathe out. I have realized that I am not as over Andrea as I thought I was. I knew I missed her a lot, but I thought that I was at least getting over our breakup... But, alas, this is not the case. I have spent the last week or so with her in my thoughts at every moment. I am not sure what exactly I should do. I want to talk to her, but I know she doesn't want to hear from me. I want to show my feelings in a romantic gesture, but I don't know how it will come off. Not talking to me for months then having me do something like that out of the blue clear sky. Maybe she would appreciate it, or maybe she is over me and it will only push us farther from what once was. I am terribly confused, but I know that at some point we will be back in each others lives. Even if it is just as friends, she is too amazing of a person for me to let go of completely. I do hope that she is happy and is experiencing all the things she wants and needs to. I just wonder if she is ever reminded of me, and I wonder what she thinks of when she thinks of me...